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September 2011

Day 23: Write a scene between your character and another character of your choice (whether brought up previously in the other scenes or not) using only dialog. The setting and situation is up to you, but you cannot not use descriptive exposition, only dialog.

(Note: This breaks from the chronology of the story and is fairly non-canon. If you have to fit it within the story, then it takes place roughly somewhere after day 15 and before day 18.)

“Ava, what is that?”

“Hmm? Oh, that’s an example of one of the newest trends, Mila.”

“What exactly is it? Why are you storing it in my wardrobe?”

“It’s um… Your size, actually.”

“What?”

“Your seamstress and I made it specifically for you.”

“How does it work? It looks sort of like a corset, but…”

“Oh, it’s a corset, all right. It’s just a bit… What’s a good word for it… More erotic. You see, Mila? This part goes over your breasts, which of course you lack, but don’t worry, we prepared for that. And here-“

“I’m not- I’m not going to have to wear that, am I?”

“Of course you are! It’ll only fit you! And you know what? It will give you a nice womanly waist!”

“…I’ll try it on, then. Only once, mind you.”

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Sep 1, 20111 note
#25 days of writing #original work #Camille
Aug 31, 201199 notes
#I should rewatch this #maybe on Kirk/Spock day #though this episode isn't exactly the best example of Space Husbandry out there #Star Trek
I wish I had that device that made ten minutes of sleep as good as 8 hours worth.

gunz997:

I’d get so much more shit done.

I can honestly say that such a device wouldn’t increase the productivity of my day at all.

Here’s how I’d be spending my time:

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Aug 31, 2011
Aug 31, 201161 notes
#love this show love all of these episodes and also I love Joanna and why has she been so absent from my dash lately? #Star Trek
Aug 31, 2011849 notes
#ooh Circe why so pretty? #sometimes I think about the Odyssey and realize that there are actually quite a lot of female characters #they're all more like dames-of-the-hour than anything but hey #mythology #maybe I dunno I haven't read the poem
Aug 31, 20113,842 notes
#somewhere there is an AU where this exists #I may or may not have already written a brief similar one myself #X-Men
Aug 31, 2011401 notes
#oh gosh #GPOY #Star Trek

I… just made pancakes without eggs for lunch from a recipe that I found through a My Little Pony fanfic.

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THEY WERE ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD.

Aug 31, 2011
#I am forever unmotivated to do anything unless fandom makes me #I sold my soul to fanfic #My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic #life and life what is life? #also tagging this as #recipe

August 2011

Luna (DREAM MODE) Eurobeat Brony ft. Odyssey

For a thousand years
I’ve waited here for you
Waiting every night
For I thought you were the
answer to my life

Days turned into years
and into centuries
Patience had to fade
Don’t you see that there is
vengeance in my eyes?

Luna won’t you cry for me
I’m as lonely as I’ve ever been
I am forced back into the start
Is there any way to fix a broken heart?

Infinite despise
and endless jealousy
Bottled in my soul
Has erupted as I’m
tearing through the skies

Posting this because the song is pretty awesome, and also there’s something amusing that I want to point out.

What I find hilarious is that when female-dominated fandoms like Star Trek (especially concerning pairings like Kirk/Spock) make fan songs, the songs tend to be from the perspective of male characters, but song by female fans. Example: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcURirdm0Dk. This can be explained mainly because of two things: there are far more male characters and far more female fans.

But then you find male-dominated fandoms like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, and when they make fan songs, the songs tend to be from the perspective of female characters, but sung by male fans. Example: this song. This can be explained because of the exact opposite situation of the one listed above: there are far more female characters and far more male fans.

Aug 31, 2011
#it makes sense to me but I still find it amusing #feel free to delete most of my caption if you reblog #My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

lamamama:

“The question of whether Richard and Philip really did have a sexual relationship is a good one to ask if you want to watch medieval historians have a fight. Roger of Hoveden, a chronicler who crusaded with Richard and Philip, wrote of a love between the two so intense that ‘at night their beds did not separate them’. Traditionalists argue that two princes sleeping in the same bed was merely a demonstration of diplomatic protocol. Revisionists argue that the traditionalists are in denial, and that their argument is a historical version of ‘This isn’t what it looks like, darling – I can explain.’”

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Ooh, a possibly homosexual historical relationship! This is the sort of thing that really interests me, and in fact, my first two slash ships were Achilles/Patroclus and Alexander the Great/Hepaestion (well actually, my very first slash ship is from a tiny fandom and apparently I’m the only one who ships it. I wrote fic for it and everything. But that pairing is similar in a lot of ways to Alexander/Hephaestion, so… And Achilles/Patroclus was really the ship that got me into fandom in the first place).

…I really have to watch this film now.

Aug 31, 201116 notes
#definitely reblogging for future reference #The Lion in Winter
Aug 30, 201142,500 notes
#lol wait so am I Lenina? #can I be John instead? #John is basically my GPOY throughout the book #he quotes Shakespeare and despises the society that manipulates people via pleasure and questions the authority like literally asks the dude in charge questions about things and then he tries to go off and live in an isolated place all alone except no the media won't leave him alone #also he hates Lenina's sexual advances so I interpret his character as asexual #Brave New World
Day 22: Today is the end of an era in your character’s life. How do they feel about this? What is happening today? Write a scene of your character on this day.

The mares flew at a canter, their hooves unearthing a little of the rich dirt with each step. Camille settled into the practiced balance he’d come to find, enjoying the last of it before he’d have to give it up along with the identity that came with it. The morning was still wet with fog.

Ava rode quietly at his side.

“It won’t be too bad,” she said. “Living at the brothel.” She tried to console herself. “Mila, when your parents inevitably blame me for this, do you think that’s all they’ll do? Fire me?”

“Yes.” Camille said, though he was sure of nothing.

One last night, they’d stayed. In a room with stale air that carried the odor of fading potpourri over the smell of a place used too often for cheap love. Camille had paid for it as if he were a customer.

He slowed his horse to a walk, not wanting to reach the manor house that perched at the edge of a cliff, waiting. His mind returned to thoughts of the wedding dress in a carved wooden box in a forgotten room. He would have to spend even more of his time working on it, now. To make up for all of the lost days.

“Do you think it was worth it, Ava?”

“Running away? No.” she snorted, bitter.

“I do.”

“If we’d have tried harder, could we have made it work?” Ava asked. “Is that what you think?” There was fire in her words.

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Aug 30, 2011
#25 days of writing #original work #Camille
Tumblr Blackout Day starts 12AM Saturday/Sep 3 (this Saturday)

yourfandomsucks:

If you are planning on participating, make sure your last tumblr post the night beforehand is “BRB Blackout”, so people know why you are gone. Also, please reblog this post so that as many people as possible know when the blackout starts.

Whatever your respective time zones are is when to start. there is no specification.

What is the blackout?:

A day. A single day where you don’t use tumblr. No logging in. No checking it. I know it’s hard being cut off from your community for a day, but a single day, but by refusing to use or look at Tumblr, you are making a powerful collective dent that will (ideally) inspire Tumblr mods to consider that these changes are hurting and upsetting us. You are telling them that that we were very happy with many of the old features that we once had. This is a respectful silent protest.

Why a blackout:

Because social media websites, whether for profit or not, use numbers to determine whether or not their website is successful. Tumblr is a popular, ever growing website with a loyal userbase, so no matter how much the tumblr staff ruins the website, the hit numbers will continue to grow. Making a dramatic dent in that is the only way to really get our point across and demand to be heard. We are essentially making a statement that says “we are not happy with the changes that you have made, it is your users that makes your site successful, please listen to us”

BUT YOU ARE OVERREACTING1111 ITS JUST A WEBSITE WE DON’T HAVE TO PAY FOR IT OMFGZ GRPW UP. 

I’m not proposing that we seek out and gun down everybody who works for and maintains tumblr. I don’t think asking people to go outside or hang out with their friends for a day is being terribly reactionary or overly aggressive. For many of us, Tumblr is a home away from home where we talk to people who share our weird interests. I think we have a right to ask that it runs in the most user friendly way possible. I also refuse to congratulate Karp for “not making us pay” for Tumblr. Most social media websites do not require payment, and many still listen to their users. A good example is Reddit, which is among the most popular websites on the internet and still works tirelessly to make sure that users are happy with the developments they make. 

Some of the negative changes make to Tumblr:

The banning of all follower tracker services. The changes and attacks on Missing E that have resulted in many features being taken away and may result in it’s permanent banning. Askboxes having character limits. Askboxes regularly eating messages that they see as spam. Askboxes not allowing us to post links or use the enter key. David Karp responding to these problems by basically saying “let them eat cake”. The Tumblr sidebar being taken away.

If you have any more questions, please contact me via submitbox. Please do not ask anon so I can properly respond.

This will work out actually pretty great! I’ll finish 25 days of writing on friday, then I’ll have saturday to write the epilogue/part 2 that I’ve planned.

Aug 30, 201111,555 notes
We really need to take a stand against Tumblr. I want to propose the idea of a Tumblr blackout.

yourfandomsucks:

Tumblr is not very good about organizing itself or taking action. Most people on tumblr will happily reblog something, but totally avoid actually going out of their way to get things done. 

Most recently, Tumblr has destroyed our messaging system, told us that our conversations were not askbox worthy, taken away our sidebars, and yesterday, once again attempted to take away/ruin missing E.

I would love to propose a tumblr blackout. A day where as many people as possible refuse to log into tumblr to let them know that they can’t keep ruining our website.

The problem right now is that we keep having these problems and instead of telling Karp to stick it, we all just groan about it and move on and try to adapt. Because there is no dip in userbase, the people who run Tumblr will do whatever they want. They don’t care about the users. They just care about the numbers…and because we keep using tumblr, they keep ruining it and getting away with it. 

I am 100% dead serious about taking a stand, but I don’t want to do anything official unless I know that at least 1K people are behind me. Ideally, many more…but I want to set the bar low for now. So if you actually want to show Karp that you won’t take these abuses laying down, please like this…or better yet, reblog it so other people will be notified. Once I know people are behind me, I will actually organize something. If this ends up being a flop, I guess it will be a flop. 

Aug 30, 20112,781 notes
#I'm up for this #I usually can't get online much on Sundays anyways so...
The awkward moment when the phrase "let me help" automatically makes you want to ship the characters together.
Aug 30, 2011
#GPOY
Aug 30, 20119,585 notes
#IF I HAD BEEN DRINKING TEA RIGHT NOW #IT WOULD BE ALL OVER MY LAPTOP #Pokemon
Day 21: FREE DAY! Write any scene you want!

“We could sell magic. Do spells at the requests of our customers.” Camille said to Ava as they rode through the town at a leisurely pace.

“Mila, don’t you know the reputation that paid magic users have? They’re like mercenaries. They’re distasteful creatures, always motivated first and foremost by the price that they set. Loyal only to their pockets.” Ava sighed. “Besides, I’d have to be the front of that little operation. Men can’t rightly do magic, remember?”

“I know, Ava. But what else can I do?”

Camille stared at the stands and buildings as the morning clouds obscured the new sun as they always did, casting a lethargic shade of grey over the town. Even though the day had hardly begun, the people were already busy at work, making the most of the daylight and the less crowded streets to go about preparing for the day’s labor.

“I don’t know. What else are you good at?” she asked.

“I’m good at magic. And embroidery. I can read and write well, and I have some potential for illuminating. But that’s about everything I’ve had the chance to learn. Women’s craft, nearly all of it.”

Ava shook her head, unable to make anything of his talents, either. “We could turn to thieving, I guess. It feels bad in a different way than selling magic. More desperate, more necessary, maybe, and less slimy.”

“No, I wouldn’t be good at thieving.”

A bird landed in the shadows, fluttering its wings and drawing Camille’s attention. It devoured a smaller bird there, tearing succulent pieces of flesh from the breast and spilling the entrails onto the dirt. The scent of blood filled Camille’s senses briefly, overpowering and inexplicable. He shook the memory from his mind, and the illusion of the smell disappeared.

The bird flew away. Behind it lay a pair of reddened white wings, joined by what remained of a few tendons and bones.

“For me, there’s always finding my old brothel again.” Ava said, suddenly. “The form of work that always exists for women. They’d have me, even if no one else would.” She avoided Camille’s eyes.

“Is there anything like that for men?” Camille asked, feeling a little hurt.

“You could always enlist.” Ava said dryly, pointing at a nearby sign on a wall.

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Aug 30, 2011
#25 days of writing #original work #why haven't I given this story a title yet? #Camille
HOW DO I FANDOM

paramaline:

SO HERE’S THE THING. I adore both BtVS and AtS, but I find I can’t get into the Buffyverse fandom. And I think it’s because I don’t really passionately ship any pairings on either show? I mean I sort of multiship ALL THE THINGS in a very casual way, and I love reading other people’s thoughts on shipping, but I’m not invested enough to read fic or create headcanon or any of that fun stuff. And I think it’s because my one true Buffyverse pairing is everyone/taking a break from dating in order to sort out their emotional baggage and identity issues and grow the fuck up before they get into another dysfunctional romance.

I think I’m doing this wrong, I’m supposed to just revel in the sexy young person angst because ~this is life and life is messy and painful and difficult.~ But all the characters bring out this bizarre mommy instinct in me, and I can’t seriously ship them with anyone because I really just want to smother them with parental affection and give them a cliche but much needed lecture about how they need to learn to love and value themselves before they can maintain a healthy relationship with anyone else. Or something like that.

And then I run back to the loving arms of Star Trek and Babylon 5 where I can indulge my weird penchant for shipping the hell out of middle aged aliens.

THIS.

I mean, I really enjoyed the show, and the characters, and I think that a lot of good writing goes into it (though the comics are a bit of a different story, so far).

…But I haven’t really been drawn into the fandom yet. I think for me, it’s mostly that the canon does a good enough job at tying up all of its loose ends and so I don’t really need fic for that?

I love seeing posts about it and graphics on my dash, though. And I love reading people analyzing different things about it (as is my wont). I just haven’t really felt compelled to go ~deeper~ yet.

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Aug 29, 201116 notes
#I am so guilty of shipping all of the things in Buffy though #so guilty #Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Because I'm bored...

suicidallyreckless:

sweetteaholic:

Name a fandom (that I at least know of and are in), and I will give you these answers:

  • How I entered/learned about the said game/show/movie/etc of that fandom
  • Fave character
  • Least fave character
  • OTP(s)
  • Pairing that everyone likes but I don’t get 
  • Fave thing about the fandom
  • The most despised thing
  •  If there is something I would change from said game/show/movie/etc., what would it be.

Lay it on me.

Aug 29, 20115,036 notes
#If no one gives me anything I might just leave fandoms in my own askbox because I feel like rambling on about things today
Aug 29, 201162 notes
#I CAN'T-
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